tears

Sunday night my dad has a seizure and i didn't know about it until Monday morning when i received a call from Lo asking for his physician's information. He was already on his way home from the hospital. i called his physician right away to make an appointment for a [follow-up] checkp up.

i woke up this morning with a call from Mai that my Grandmother in Thailand has passed away Sunday night. i let out a loud cry inside. i didn't know know what to say at the moment. i ask how she passed. she told me grandma had a painful recovery after a surgery to remove her appendix.

the last time i saw her was over 10 years ago. since we last visited her, she's been asking when we will go back to visit her again. just recently i started saving for a trip to Thailand next year, so i can see her for one last time. but now i won't get to see her. i never felt such sadness and heartaches.

after all the tears, i know i will see her again after this life. i find myself crying all morning. mostly now because i felt sad for my dad; away from home, both of his parents are dead, and poor health for his age.

as of right now we are keeping this news from dad because of his condition.