{inspiration: just in time for mother's day}

(written two days ago).Today is mother's day. The  plans are many: church, visit my mom, Kao is calling from New York (that means I'll be at Mai's house/eating noodles), come back home where the real party begins, etc. Anyway, let's get to the point: I'm prego. Everyone I know is pregnant or has a baby, so I thought I ougth to try it out for myself. No, joking-it was a surprise. At first I was very, very scared; more frighten than jumping off an airplane/skydiving. I remember asking myself one morning after I woke up (all sick and everything), "is this real life?". Yes, this is reality. I guess what I fear most is failing as a mother. Though still early in my first pregnancy, this experience truely testifies to me that Heavenly Father trusts us (Brandon and I) to rare and care for one of his spirit children. YES!!! btw-i got the camera. another YES for my tiny soul!!!